Showing posts with label cruelty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cruelty. Show all posts

Saturday, November 26, 2011

27 - At the Bay Beach Wildlife Sanctuary

They sell dried yellow corn in
fifty cent brown paper sacks
taken past the concrete embankment
on down to fowl pondside, where
goose beaks bicker on
my corn cup palms,
hard plastic tong mouths of need
pinching kernels, me.
I, five, am flushed with an eminent
sense of importance.

We kids learn on these educational trips.
My grain-grown flock would do
anything for cheap gold
magic beans. And I
made them eat off my shoes.
Learn, and repeat.
Back home, my father
would dangle Circus Peanuts
over my head, saying
“Dance like a dog.”

19 - We All Felt Sorry For Ourselves

At the funeral, her grandfather
explained why.
The car’s burnout was apt;
she needed purity,
so God came.
The casket was closed,
we each kept our own
favorite ideas.

March, two days later, I huddled over
a grease-sheer paper bag of warmth,
McFries on the El platform floor,
southbound at night.
Her train was headed the other
way, but she smiled,
in pity maybe.
It seemed kind, yet
the door closed,
and I had the particular guilt
of a person using junk
to feel better about
some indignity.